| ok so last night was one of the worst times of my life and also one of the best. so many emotions mixed feelings and confusion but also so much joy. i love life and i love how God teaches us lessons.
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| ok so heres the deal... i don't post often any more b/c i don't really have much to say. but in case you don't know i am returning to Mongolia this summer for three weeks, i am graduating next fall, i have given up on girls for real this time until God miraculously changes my mind, i am worn out and pretty much apathetic about school, work, and just life in general. i want to leatn how to worship God in a real way, the way taht HE wants to be worshipped and not just me trying to express myself in a vain attempt to give Him all of the glory that He deserves. i think that i may become a hermit for a while jsut to think and refelct on my life and where i need to go. gosh the longer i type, the more depressing this sounds. i think i need to start looking for the positive in every situation instead of looking at both or just the negative. i also think i need some sleep so i wil shut up and go to bed. work early in the morning. |
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Yep she is beautiful smart very funny bold very attractive
loving generous caring everything that I think I could want in a girl besides…
to be mine ...only because she isn’t a Christian.
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| i will not post any more untill i get at least 12 comments on tis one from at least 8 different people
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| wow what a great week it has been! God has totally lifted me up. it is so great to see what He can do if we will just allow Him to work in us and not try to do it on our own. great times and i think that i will have gone to get coffee somewhere at least four times by the end of the week.
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